Why High Frequency People Undervalue Themselves

Some of the most powerful, high-frequency people I meet are the ones who doubt themselves the most, and that gap can be heartbreaking to watch. Today I’m pulling back the curtain on what I see behind low self-worth, chronic self-criticism, and the feeling that you’ll never live up to your potential, even when your future timeline says otherwise.

We start with the most common blocks: thoughts and emotions. I talk about how the ego tries to “own” every thought, including intrusive dark thoughts, and how that can spiral into a brutal attack on self. We also get into why anxiety about the future is often just missing information, and why emotional mastery matters so much for intuition, clarity, and decision-making. If you’re developing intuitive abilities, strengthening intuition, or simply trying to feel more stable in your own mind, this part is foundational.

Then we take an unexpected turn: the possibility that some gifted people are identified early. I share my experience with the GATE program and why the testing felt nothing like academics, plus how that curiosity led me into Project Stargate, the US government’s remote viewing and psychic research program. I break down why results can look “inconclusive” when emotions spike, pressure rises, and the brain starts filling in blanks with imagination instead of a clean signal.

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Transcript

Welcome And What Unveiled Stands For

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Welcome to Unveiled, the podcast. I'm your host, Angela Christian, and I help you with unveiling your true self by peeling away the layers that society placed on you. I do this with a combination of neuroscience, energetic, and intense spiritual wisdom. I went from underpaid and overworked in corporate America to wanting a six-figure company that continues to grow. I went from toxic relationships to being happy and single for over a year as I work and continue to work on becoming the best versions of myself and so much more. My greatest passion is to help women and mothers feel, transform, and become the highest versions of themselves. As I continue to grow and expand my intuitive knowledge and unique wisdom, I'll be including you on my journey to millions. So let's get into it. Hello and welcome back to Unveiled. Hope your week is off to a good start. And

The Painful Gap In Self Worth

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yesterday I had several sessions with people, and I'm just like, wow, I get to work with some of the most incredible beings I have ever met. And what's so fascinating and you know, sometimes heartbreaking is how many high-frequency souls have absolutely no idea how powerful and amazing they actually are. And I see it all the time. High frequency souls often have a low self-image, low self-love, beating self-up, critical of self, all of these things that, you know, I'm still working through as well. But it used to be really, really bad. You know, and someone will come to me just convinced they're a horrible person because of something they did, or they genuinely believe they'll never do anything or get to live like, you know, her or whoever they're comparing themselves to. And then I look in at their, you know, future timeline, what they're here to do, and it's just so wild because the gap between how they see themselves and then what I can actually see for them is pretty large. And it's funny because in a similar way, my mentor, Alessandro, uh, when I come to him with dating questions, he'll be like, he's always shaking his head. And he's like, my bar for you, like dating-wise, is much higher than yours is for yourself. So yeah, definitely working on that. But what this started when I was thinking about my podcast topic, I was like, what creates that gap beyond the normal, like, you know, we'll we'll have parents that were contracted to have as parents because they will do certain things that help us get on path and they'll be critical of us and they'll do this and that. That of course creates that gap on purpose. But what are the other things that actually block us from seeing our own potential? So,

Thoughts And Emotions As Blocks

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what I've noticed a lot from my own experience, but then also working with such amazing gifted souls, is that the first thing is our thoughts. We really, and I have talked about this before at some point, but we really, as humans, our ego self wants to take on all thoughts as our own. So, you know, sometimes I'll work with someone who has really dark thoughts or even suicidal thoughts, this really deep belief that somehow they're just fundamentally broken. When I look in, most of the time, it's not even their thoughts. That's what's so wild is then they have these thoughts. Then they're like, what's wrong with me? Why am I thinking these things? And then it just snowballs into this huge attack on self, right? These are some of the energetic blocks that will prevent someone from accessing their full capacity, but it's all also planned. Then the other piece is emotions, right? Which I've talked a lot about anger, fear, anxiety about the future. These kinds of emotions can compromise a lot, which again, higher self has planned for, right? But like I was just talking to someone today, and understandably, right, she's feeling anxious about something in the future. And so I have certain tools and things I'll help my clients with to deal with that. But it's like, I also just told her, your higher self already knows what's going to happen. So, like, it's going to happen exactly as it's meant to. So feeling fearful, fearing feeling anxiety, it's just missing information. So I gave her like the missing information, what to do, all of that. But emotions, being emotional, it really compromises your intuition, your ability to see clearly, to tap into those higher levels of thinking. And I will come back to that because it kind of ties into an interesting topic that popped up to talk about today. And the third piece of this, what can prevent us from our path, and this is a very interesting little turn. I don't think

Being Watched Early And GATE

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I've talked about this before. Some of us have been watched since birth. Now, I know that sounds a little intense and dramatic, but I will explain how it works. So the dark forces in this world, the ones I talk about a lot on my podcast and in deeper on my in my programs, right? They run assessments. They run assessments on families, on parents, on children. They are looking for opportunities. And when I say opportunities, not talking good ones, right? And they will generally have their targets identified by a time, by the time a child is around five or six. So at that point, they've already decided even what the opportunity is, whether it's, you know, a study opportunity, they want to study them, whether that child will be useful. I put in quotation marks in some other way, or like meaning they could train them to do something for them, right? Or whether they have gifts that are worth tracking. So the dark forces that be, they are extraordinary when it comes to finding talent. And they look for children, specifically with stronger connections to ESP waves, stronger intuitive capabilities, stronger psychic potential, all of that, right? And then once they find them, they start keeping tabs on them. Sounds creepy, but it's actually the truth of what happens. And for me, it started very young as well. And for me particularly, I was a good target in terms of some family situations that were happening. So they kind of that's what first drew them to me. And then they realized I also had gifts, including remote viewing, which is one of the things they are kind of obsessed with. So they started keeping tabs on me from around age four. And this isn't new. This has been going on for a long, long time, but um, it does set up nicely what I want to talk about next because for a lot of you listening, you might have also been what I would call a gate kid, right? So when I was in, I think it was seventh grade, it was either sixth or seventh grade, I got pulled out of class and recruited into the gate program for gifted and talented education, right? At the time, it made me feel really special, which is funny thinking about that now because it happens to be my uh reoccurring soul lesson around I'm not special, right? So that worked out perfectly for whoever designed that. But the tests that they had me doing were very weird. Now, if you were in the gate program, you would know what I'm talking about. There were these weird headphones you had to put on with audio sounds, these really odd exercises that had nothing to do with academic ability. I mean, it didn't feel at all like they were testing how smart I was. It really was like, this is weird. I just remember thinking that. And then my mom actually ended up pulling me out, and she said she just didn't want me isolated from my friends because they would literally just pull me into this place. It's my memory around it is very fuzzy, which they do on purpose as well. But I was either alone or maybe there was like one or two other kids in there. I don't remember there being like very many people in the room. So she definitely did that not knowingly, but like my higher self was looking out for me there, pulling me out of that. So

Project Stargate And Psychic Testing

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then years later, I started reach researching something called Project Stargate, which is the US government's classified program to identify and train psychic operatives for military intelligence. And then I was just kind of like, hmm, interesting. Both programs use the same type of unconventional testing. Both were government funded, both were looking for people with specific but hard to define abilities, right? So I was like, duh. Obviously, Gate wasn't about finding smart kids. It was about finding gifted ones and psychically gifted ones, right? And then figuring out how to use that. So if you haven't heard about Project Stargate, I'll just give you a little background. It was a classified US government program that ran from about uh 1978 to 1995. Now, the gate program I was in was around the same, they're running at the same time. The whole point of Project Stargate was to research anything around, you know, psychic abilities, that kind of thing, specifically clairvoyance and remote viewing for military and intelligence purposes. So this wasn't like some tenfoil hat operation. This was like the U.S. Army, the Defense Intelligence Agency, Stanford. They had serious scientists involved with, you know, a lot of a lot of a legitimate research effort was happening here. So they ran this program for 17 years. That is quite a long time, right? And then in 1995, the government said it was inconclusive and shut it down. Um, but according to what I've read, right before they made that announcement, they actually transferred it over to the CIA. So then the CIA takes it over and then it's declared a failure and kind of swept under the rug. Now, some of the scientists involved, including one named Dr. Raden, didn't quite buy that narrative. So they went on to do other things, right? But they didn't just walk away. I guess my point is these scientists didn't just walk away and think, oh, well, psychic abilities aren't real, right? They are very real. That's why it went on for so long and why it's been something that's been of interest to a lot of different groups of people. So, but I think the message that they sent out to the people was that it failed, right? Oh, this doesn't actually work, it's not reliable, all of these things. But

Why Emotions Distort Remote Viewing

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the reason why is because of emotions, because of the way our minds work, right? So the reason why Project Stargate had some struggles, had some inconsistent results is because humans get emotional and then our abilities get compromised, right? I've experienced this myself. I even talked about it in a podcast recently where when I was remote viewing beings, locations I'd never been to before, if my emotions changed or got a little nervous, um, my mind would start filling in the blanks. And like I said also, our human brain, it's not a blank canvas. So if you don't have a clear reference point for something, your brain will just create one. It will pull from what it already knows, what it's already seen, what it's afraid of, what it wants to see. So then you think you're remote viewing, but you're actually just watching your own imagination. That's where intuition comes in handy because what I've been doing is I'll remote view, then I'll pull the accuracy of what I viewed, I'll pull data points around what I'm viewing, then I'm able to see a clear picture of what is actually there. So I talked about that in a recent episode, how my daughter used to see what she thought were baby angels in my closet. They weren't, they were a mix of different beings, right? Her brain didn't have a reference point for what she was actually seeing, even though she's very gifted. So it created something familiar and non-threatening. That's not a failure of her abilities. That's just how the human mind works when it hasn't been properly trained. Um, so you can take someone, even with a genuine psychic ability, and if you put them like they were doing in this project Stargate, if you put them in a sterile government lab, they're being, they're like under pressure, right? They're being monitored, they're being tested with all of these external expectations, of course, their emotions are going to get involved. Of course, their human mind is going to start interfering, right? So that's why a lot of even people I see on Instagram who claim to be remote viewers, when I look at them like, eh, some stuff they're seeing is accurate, some is not, because they don't have solid intuition training. Their emotional mastery is very easily sabotaged, and they're just not seeing the full picture. They don't quite understand what they're seeing. So their human brain is kind of filling in the gaps. So intuitive abilities are deeply deeply connected to your emotional state, your frequency, your mind, all of that, right? So it's important to have a good understanding and mastery over all of it. So interesting topic today, interesting rabbit hole. I went on at like 5 a.m. this morning. But I was like, I need, I don't know. I just was like, hire self, guide me on what to talk about today. So if that interests you, two things coming up, and then I'll kind of loop back to where we where we started at the beginning of this episode.

Free QA Webinar And New Live Call

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So next week I have the free, let me see the date here. Next week on the 15th, I have the free seeing clearly webinar QA. So you can come to that QA. You'll be invited if you went through my free Seeing Clearly program, which is a free Dark Force series, right? So go through that. You can come to the QA. I'm gonna send out an email reminder with a link to submit your questions ahead of time. You can also ask questions live, but I will just prioritize the ones that were submitted first. And so that's totally free. We'll be doing that ideally monthly. And then the other thing I have happening next week is Friday will be the first Dark Force Precision live call, which is my new Dark Force program. You do need to have prior Dark Force training. It doesn't have to be through me, but just reach out if you have questions about if you qualify, that kind of thing. And I'm super excited for uh that program and the ladies who have already joined. So those are two exciting things if this kind of thing just like lights you up talking about it, because we're gonna go into a lot of interesting rabbit holes.

Protect Your Mind Build Precision

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So, okay, coming back to where we started, high frequency souls who have trouble seeing their own potential. The thoughts, the emotions, the fact that you could be on, could have been on someone's radar since you were a child. And just think about that part for a second. Side note if you're on their radar, they know who you are, they know your abilities. You aren't aware of dark forces at the time, you aren't aware of protections, right? I look at a lot of the obstacles I went through and I'm like, hmm, that was dark force uh influenced. That was, you know, a lot of things were designed to try to get me off path, but it did not work. So it's just a very interesting thing overall. If you were a gay kid, let me know. I'd love to know your experiences. And then if you're listening to this, you 100% have intuitive abilities, whether you've always known that or whether you're starting to explore it or you're already deep in it. And just understanding that developing those abilities means also needing to focus on emotional mastery. Emotional mastery is key. I do have in my membership a whole section on emotional mastery, because until you're able to control your emotions, I talk to people a lot. And I actually in the Dark Force Precision program, I'm going to create this emotional cycle break tool that will help you neutralize emotions, not just like hide them, but like actually process them properly and then move forward because it is a foundation of intuitive precision. So if your emotions are all over the place, and it doesn't take high emotions. If your emotions are just like on a scale of one to 100, if your emotions are at 17 or higher, it will affect your intuitive abilities. It will affect what you're pulling in, right? Or what you're seeing. That's why I actually don't recommend my students in my dark force program not to try to like see dark forces, but really just pull the intuitive information. Because typically emotions can be kind of high because it's a can be kind of an interesting situation to be in. So emotional mastery is key. Making sure that you know how to protect your thoughts, that is key, right? So I would love to hear your thoughts on this subject if you find it as interesting as I do, things you have noticed when your emotions are high, or just like if you've been stuck in this loop of, you know, uh, I've helped a lot of people through dark thoughts. And even people with amazing intuition and gifts, they can still fall into the trap of like allowing dark thoughts to take over. So just know that you're not alone and that there is a way to um find your way out of those situations, and then definitely don't beat yourself up about it because I have looked in before, like I've said, and people who were close to committing suicide, it wasn't even their thoughts. Um, so that is my hope that I can help people just realize how much power they have and then learn these tools to stay protected. So sending you all so much love and um hope to see you next week. Bye. Thank you

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